BERASA BEGO !
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entecerah
serpihan hati ini kupeluk erat akan kubawa sampai kumati memendam rasa ini sendirian ku tak tau mengapa aku tak bisa melupakanmu
i love them
Tuhan, knp aku ga bisa jd Tiara yg dulu lg?
knp aku susah buat berubah lg jd Tiara yg bisa bikin orangtuaku tertawa&tersenyum..
Tuhan, aku tau dosa"ku udh terlalu banyak ke mama&papa..
aku tau, aku udh ngecewain mereka........
Tuhan, aku ga mau kayak gini trus......
aku mau bisa jd Tiara yg bisa bikin orangtuaku bahagia lg...
aku mau jd Tiara yg bisa mereka banggain lg....
Tuhan, tlg aku...
tlg ubah hidupku.....
tlg ubah cara pikiranku....
tlg ubah jalan hidupku.....
tlg buang sifat" burukku......
aku mau kembali menjadi anakMu lg....
bkn anak si iblis yg saat ini bahagia dengan kondisi ku ini......
Tuhan, tlg sampaikan ke mama&papa....
klo aku sangat sayang sama mereka....
maafku utk mereka, karna aku blum bisa menjadi anak impian mereka lg....
kutitipkan doaku utk mama papa..
semoga mereka selalu bahagia....
semoga mereka selalu sehat.....
sampai aku bisa membuat diriku menjadi berguna lg utk mereka berdua...
Amin
C.I.N.T.A
CINTA itu CINcin yang disiTA
CINTA itu Cerita Indah Namun Tiada Arti
CINTA itu lawan dari tidak CINTA
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tapi 1 yg gw tau....
CINTA itu Cerita Indah Namun Tiada Arti
CINTA itu lawan dari tidak CINTA
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tapi 1 yg gw tau....
CINTA ITU SEPERTI PASIR YANG DIGENGGAM DI TELAPAK TANGAN
SEMAKIN DIGENGGAM SEMAKIN KELUAR DARI GENGGAMAN
JADI BIARKAN TELAPAK TANGAN ITU TERBUKA atau setidaknya JANGAN DIGENGGAM TERLALU ERAT
KARENA KALAU PASIR ITU SUDAH KELUAR DARI GENGGAMAN
MAKA AKAN SULIT UNTUK MENGUMPULKAN PASIR ITU LAGI
WALAUPUN SUDAH TERKUMPUL, PASTI DIA SUDAH BERCAMPUR DENGAN PASIR-PASIR LAINNYA
DAN RASANYA PASTI BERBEDA
SEMAKIN DIGENGGAM SEMAKIN KELUAR DARI GENGGAMAN
JADI BIARKAN TELAPAK TANGAN ITU TERBUKA atau setidaknya JANGAN DIGENGGAM TERLALU ERAT
KARENA KALAU PASIR ITU SUDAH KELUAR DARI GENGGAMAN
MAKA AKAN SULIT UNTUK MENGUMPULKAN PASIR ITU LAGI
WALAUPUN SUDAH TERKUMPUL, PASTI DIA SUDAH BERCAMPUR DENGAN PASIR-PASIR LAINNYA
DAN RASANYA PASTI BERBEDA
aku butuh sesuatu yang bisa dipercaya
i need something to believe
i need something to trust
not only words
but more than that
will you give it to me?
can you do it for me?
i need something to trust
not only words
but more than that
will you give it to me?
can you do it for me?
month of love
peoples said:
is it true?or is it false?
no one can describes where's love come from....
and how it happens..
they only know that February is the Valentine's month..
with a lot of chocolates,flowers,candle light dinners,gifts,dolls,pink colour..n so many love signs from each couples!
hmmm....i think that's the meaning of February!
~this note is just a note!i've write it to have a note on February!hoohooohoooo.....~
"February is the month with love around us!"
is it true?or is it false?
no one can describes where's love come from....
and how it happens..
they only know that February is the Valentine's month..
with a lot of chocolates,flowers,candle light dinners,gifts,dolls,pink colour..n so many love signs from each couples!
hmmm....i think that's the meaning of February!
~this note is just a note!i've write it to have a note on February!hoohooohoooo.....~
sianturi family
nama ayah : Stefanus Broto Suhadi Sianturi
nama ibu : Sondang Lantiur Siregar
nama anak ke - 1 : Ivandhersan Benedict Prasetyo Sianturi
nama anak ke - 2 : Kevin Jonathan Prayoga Sianturi
sistahood
sisters addict ^^1st * Ignatine Saulina Rothua Pakpahan
[Sally ~ blue sist]
2nd * Regina Dumasari Stephanie Pakpahan
[Duma ~ purple sist]
3rd * Magdalena Lydia Alkmaarisa Pakpahan
[Icha ~ pink sist]
4th * Janeth Mutiara Petrina Pakpahan
[Tiara ~ orange sist]
ompung doli dan ompung boru
my beatiful grandmomompung boruku yg slalu cantik nan manis sampe tua kyk skarang!! [sampe" aku klah cantik nan manis sama dia! @.@]
ompungku jago nyanyi....suaranya bagus.makanya klo blajar nyanyi ma dia,mikir deh!takut diomelin!!abisan galak klo lg ngajar ~~"
dia org yg slalu bijak,.....tempat dimana aku bisa ngrasain rasa tenang klo lg brantem sama mama papa!.....suaranya yg lembut dan bawaannya yg slalu tenang,bikin aku jd rileks lg dr situasi hti dan pikiran yg lg kacau balau gak karu"an!!
dia jg org yg plg sering nyuapinin aku,karna......aku males makan!!huhuhu..........!asli..sabar bgt dirinya padaku! ^^
my handsome granddad
ompung doliku sayang......orang yg paling sabar ngadepin aku.padahal aku sering bgt marah" n nda mau nurut ke dia..! dulu klo pulang skolah..dijemput sama dia!sering brantem gara" dia maunya naik metromini,tapi...aku maunya naik bajaj! orang yg sangat cinta kbersihan!!....dia jg baik bgt sama org lain.ga pernah ngebeda"in org dr segi apapun.....salut!! skarang dia udh ga ada..udh tenang di samping Tuhan.dan aku......aku akan slalu kangen sama dia..,karna dr dirinya,aku banyak dapet plajaran yg sangat bharga!....
dan 1 hal yg plg kusuka......karna dia pernah blg:
"klo mau jd org tkenal [artis-red]...mukanya jgn nanggung"!klo cantik/cakep....ya cantik/cakep skalian!klo jelek/cacat...ya jelek/cacat skalian!!jgn kayak kmu!!cantik nanggung,jelek jg nanggung!makanya ga bisa jd artis kan?!huhuhuhu....bener tuh,pung!! ~-~
yuuri vs maximus
mamameow......
wahai om"..kk"..abang"..pakde"..kakek"..opa"..eyang" kakung..
rindu aku pada kalian.......... [pliiis...jangan Ge-eR!! ~~"]
girl......kelarin tuh skripsi buruan!kaga pake lama,girl!!
mattimpus........kita teror si ncek 1 itu biar buru" kelarin skripsinya!!....
*kesimpulan dari coretan ini adalah:
KCACATAN MUNCUL BUKAN KARNA ORANGNYA...TAPI KARNA ORANG LAIN!!!
wakakakkaak....ga mau disalahin gw!!.......
trouble is a friend by lenka
Trouble will find you
No matter where you go
Oh, oh
No matter if you're fast
No matter if you're slow
Oh, oh
The eye of the storm
wanna cry in the morn
Oh, oh
You're fine for a while
But you start
To lose control
No matter where you go
Oh, oh
No matter if you're fast
No matter if you're slow
Oh, oh
The eye of the storm
wanna cry in the morn
Oh, oh
You're fine for a while
But you start
To lose control
He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
Ahh
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
Ahh
Trouble is a friend
But trouble is a foe
Oh, oh
And no matter
What I feed him
He always seems to grow
Oh, oh
He sees what I see
And he knows
What I know
Oh, oh
So don't forget
As you ease
On down my road
But trouble is a foe
Oh, oh
And no matter
What I feed him
He always seems to grow
Oh, oh
He sees what I see
And he knows
What I know
Oh, oh
So don't forget
As you ease
On down my road
He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
So don't be alarmed
If he takes you
By the arm
I won't let him win
But I'm a sucker for his charm
For his charm
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
Ahh
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
So don't be alarmed
If he takes you
By the arm
I won't let him win
But I'm a sucker for his charm
For his charm
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
Ahh
How I hate the way
He makes me feel
And how I try
To make him leave
I try
Oh, oh, I try
He makes me feel
And how I try
To make him leave
I try
Oh, oh, I try
But he's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
So don't be alarmed
If he takes you
By the arm
I won't let him win
But I'm a sucker for his charm
For his charm
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
Ahh
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
So don't be alarmed
If he takes you
By the arm
I won't let him win
But I'm a sucker for his charm
For his charm
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
Ahh
mereka semua hebat
neng 
bogor mpok yorrie tante enchun oma eeyore ratu lebah jeung tissue mami cindoy nona jeruk
when tears can't fall down anymore
orang bilang: SABAR!!
orang bilang: SEMUA INDAH PADA WAKTUNYA!!
orang bilang: KLO EMANG JODOH GAK BAKAL PERGI!!
orang bilang: RASA SAYANG YANG TULUS BISA NGALAHIN SEMUA MASALAH YANG ADA!!
mereka gak salah ngomong kayak gitu!
yang salah cuma 1:
KNAPA GW GAK BISA NGRASAIN BAHAGIANYA PUNYA CINTA SEJATI!?BAHAGIA YANG BENER" BAHAGIA,KARNA ADA ORANG YANG BENER" GW SAYANG?!
sampe saat ini gw hanya bisa MENGALAH!
karna gw taw,gw lagi berhadapan sama ORANG YANG JAUH LEBIH PUNYA WEWENANG BUAT DIRINYA!
MENGALAH NTAH SAMPE KAPAN!
MUNGKIN SAMPE AIR MATA GW UDAH ABIS BUAT BISA NGALIR LAGI!!
skalipun gw bisa ngrasain bahagia yang bener" bahagia......
KNAPA BAHAGIA ITU GAK BISA BTAHAN LAMA BUAT GW DAN DIA!??
slalu aja ada pengganggu yang ga slesai" dateng..
slalu aja ada penghalang yang ga rela liat gw dan dia ktawa ataupun senyum!
dan klo sampe saat itu dateng..
saat dimana air mata gw abis..
gw cuma bisa bilang........
orang bilang: SEMUA INDAH PADA WAKTUNYA!!
orang bilang: KLO EMANG JODOH GAK BAKAL PERGI!!
orang bilang: RASA SAYANG YANG TULUS BISA NGALAHIN SEMUA MASALAH YANG ADA!!
mereka gak salah ngomong kayak gitu!
yang salah cuma 1:
KNAPA GW GAK BISA NGRASAIN BAHAGIANYA PUNYA CINTA SEJATI!?BAHAGIA YANG BENER" BAHAGIA,KARNA ADA ORANG YANG BENER" GW SAYANG?!
sampe saat ini gw hanya bisa MENGALAH!
karna gw taw,gw lagi berhadapan sama ORANG YANG JAUH LEBIH PUNYA WEWENANG BUAT DIRINYA!
MENGALAH NTAH SAMPE KAPAN!
MUNGKIN SAMPE AIR MATA GW UDAH ABIS BUAT BISA NGALIR LAGI!!
skalipun gw bisa ngrasain bahagia yang bener" bahagia......
KNAPA BAHAGIA ITU GAK BISA BTAHAN LAMA BUAT GW DAN DIA!??
slalu aja ada pengganggu yang ga slesai" dateng..
slalu aja ada penghalang yang ga rela liat gw dan dia ktawa ataupun senyum!
dan klo sampe saat itu dateng..
saat dimana air mata gw abis..
gw cuma bisa bilang........
I DO REALLY LOVE U
dan mungkin,...gw akan MENYERAH DENGAN SEMUA YANG UDAH CUKUP LAMA GW HADAPIN!!!!..u said....
u never wanna let me down,coz u're really love me
u want to be with me forever n ever....n make our dreams come true
u will always protect me,so i have no fear to believe
n all of this will be,when u ready to do that!
but...we'll never know when??
u never wanna let me down,coz u're really love me
u want to be with me forever n ever....n make our dreams come true
u will always protect me,so i have no fear to believe
n all of this will be,when u ready to do that!
but...we'll never know when??
that is what friends are for
problems hard n easy
lifes up n down
peoples come and go
but friends who really really FRIENDS will stay with u forever n ever!!
be with u when u feel happy!
n never let u go...when u feel sad!
trully friends won't judge u n they'll never gonna let u down!!!!
they'll give u some lights to solve your problems.....
they'll always stay with u when the emptiness and loneliness try to break your life!
real friends won't ask the price of their sacrifice.......
they know that friendship within price.......is a fuck friendship!
they choose u to be with them...not because what u have or what u are.....
but because they want u from the deep of their heart!
that's the meaning of friendship......friendship will happen..as long as u believe n follow the friendship's rules!
ih wow
WANTED!!!!!!!!!!
ciri"
*botak nan gundul
*cacad juga dudul
*perut buncit
smoochie" ^^
28september2009
ciri"
*botak nan gundul
*cacad juga dudul
*perut buncit
smoochie" ^^
28september2009
in God we trust
S.E.P.T.E.M.B.E.R 28th, 2k9
the stories of forbidden love was started
PRIA BUNCIT vs WANITA TEMBEM
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mereka bilang TIDAK!!!!
tapi gw percaya klo gw masih bisa sama dia
sampe mereka bilang IYA!!!!!
in God we believe,AMIEN!
dog itu anjing
SIAPAKAH MEREKA??
cek lagunya yaaa!!!!!
bait 1:
aku punya anjing kecil
kuberi nama milky
warnanya putih dan coklat
bentuknya kayak sapi
bait 2:
aku punya anjing kecil
kuberi nama cino
warnanya coklat dan putih
bentuknya kayak berang"
pigglet beary
piggletmy funny piggiedoll......!!
dibeli di blokM..........dan....gw disuruh bawa ini boneka babi ngiter" di sana dari lantai dasar up to lantai atas...dan balik lagi ke lantai dasar!!....tanpa dibungkus,tanpa ditemenin,tapi....DIPANTAU!!!!! ~~"
bearyboneka beruang oranyeku!!!!
gift for my val's day.........!!ahahahaha......lucu sangat bonekanya ^^....dapet dari dirinya yang sangat" lucu [TAPI DULU!!!!!] dan sekarang berubah jadi sangat" menyebalkan!![DAMN YOU!!]
